Today, all around the world, Catholics celebrate a mass
celebrating the ascension of Jesus into heaven. Can we really imagine that?
Catholics all over the world. Not
just in our home parishes, or our friends nearby. But the entire
world is celebrating Jesus Christ ascending into heaven.
When we stop to think about it, our faith is so much bigger
than ourselves. Our church extends far beyond our comprehension. When you
google the definition of Catholic, the synonyms include: diverse, wide, and broad. When we think about
our own faith, do we consider these words? Do we pause to think about how
wonderful it is to be united in the Eucharist with the angels, the saints and
people all over the world?
This morning, I attended a mass that was celebrated in
German. It was celebrated high above the City of Deidesheim, Germany. We were
surrounded by vineyards and an astounding view as the Priest consecrated the
Eucharist. Attending mass in a language other than my own is an eye opening
experience. It has helped me better understand how universal the Catholic
Church truly is. It shows me the many brothers and sisters I have in Christ,
and reminds me that no matter how far away from home I go, I am united with my
loved ones in the Eucharist. It also is interesting because I cannot understand
every word said at the mass. I focus on what I do understand and build from there on how Christ
is speaking to me.
Hearing today's readings reminded me of the commission Jesus
Christ gave to me right be for He ascended into Heaven: “Go.” He doesn't want
me to be drawn into myself and consumed by my solidarity. He doesn't want me to
feel alone because I am a foreigner or because I speak a different language. He
wants me to go out and speak to His nations, the ones He has brought me into,
and share with them the message of Love he has given me.
The longer I am in Germany, the more I release the magnitude
of the word “bold.” It is so hard to be bold when you can barely speak a
language. When you are surrounded by people of a different culture, it is hard
to acknowledge all of your differences when you already have so many
characteristics that make you stand out (i.e. language, culture, etc.). The significance of being bold outweighs the fear
that comes with it though. Being bold in small ways or big ways can open doors
for God to work through you. Being bold by speaking German has helped me grow
in humility and has helped me build relationships far far away from home. Being
bold when having to ask to go mass gives others the opportunity to say yes to God’s invitation
to the Banquet. Being bold by writing a “travel blog” that centers on the
experiences Christ has given me in my adventures allows those following my
journey to see how it is Christ’s journey they are seeking to know. Looking
back, I can’t really identify each of my fears for stepping outside my comfort
zone. This tells me that there is nothing to fear. Sometimes, you just have to
take a leap of faith, and know that God will use your humility for His
glorification, as long as you let Him.


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